a million little pieces

Have sneaked away for four days to Bangkok last weekend. Lazy lying by the pool, swimming and taking sunbath, shopping around at Siem, indulging myself with food and cocktails despite of the 5 kilos I have to get rid of without delay. I have been craving so long for a holiday on my own, it turns out to be not so hustle free as expected. I feel so guilty to leave hin-hin back home, missed him toooooo...much. Perhaps, being a grown-up is to carry far too much burden and obligations than we are able to. So, we are all striving for an escape all the times, fancy for a care-free arena.

I have just finished reading a memoir written by an alcoholic and drug user who reclaimed his life. He entered a rehabilitation centre, managed to graduate and never relapsed without following any steps or beliefs there. To keep the story short, by end of the day, he resolved that it's only a decision of your own on how to live your life.

However, sometimes it's really hard to be true to yourself.

Legoland@Windsor