A Long Way Down

My recent reading, A Long Way Down by Nick Hornby. It's about four people wanna to commit suicide and jump off from a tower block on a New Year Eve. They met each other unexpectedly, shared how pissed off they are from their life...

Then I have two strange dreams, 1st one - standing on a roof top looking down, feeling an enjoyable moment before freefalling; 2nd - standing in a shopping mall, rain is leaking and dropping from the glass ceiling, people and the securities around knew that the whole ceiling is gonna to fall apart. No one is running away, and I just bury my face in my arms waiting for the last moment to come. It's not scary at all but kind of peaceful.

No worry, I'm not obsessed with the suicidal mode, just kind of reflex from the book.